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To: MUM
Thursday, September 2, 2010


To: MUM

I've been looking forward to my 21st birthday.
So anxious to have a wonderful birthday.
But guess who decides to fuck up my birthday?

YOU.

Out of the blue, with absolutely no valid reason
You told me, she don't want to celebrate my birthday.
That, u don't even want to have a simple dinner with me.

Who on earth wouldn't get angry and disappointed when your own mother told you, she doesn't even want to sit down and have dinner with you?
To be honest, more hurt than angry.

Things gotten worse, as You will purposely, off the tv and lights when I'm at the living room watching tv.
You treated me like a dirty stray animal. From your eyes, I can tell that you despises me. The sight of me is disgusting. Than why still look at me?
I could have confronted you. But I still respect you as my mother, so I endured.

Today, when you yelled at me for no apparent reason right in front of my friend.
This is the last straw.
I've tolerated enough of your childish games and actions.

We argued. You yelling at the top of your lung, and me reasoning and crying.
And when you realize you had nothing to say that actually make sense.
You started threatens that you wanted a divorce with my dad and wish to disown me.
The worst thing, you regretted giving birth to me and wants me out of YOUR house.
You claims that you can legally kicks me out because this flat is not under my name.
WRONG. I've all the right to stay in this house.

What a thing to say to your own child.
You're an adult, you should know better than to behaves like this.

Reflect on your actions.

From: EELIN


7:56 AM | back to top

Friday, May 21, 2010


I cant believe in the heat of an argument, my father demanded that I've to return him the money that he spent on my tertiary education now and asked me to quit school to go get a job. He even added on saying, I wont be alive if it wasn't for him.
Smacking the insult straight in the face.


5:52 AM | back to top

Tuesday, May 18, 2010


Today I was rude to my mummy and when I apologized to her. This was what she replied to me..

"Haiyo, silly girl. It's ok, no need to apologize already. I can never be truly angry at my kids. I can be angry at Daddy but never at you and ur siblings because you're my children. You know I'll always forgive you."

I've been such a lousy daughter but blessed with a good mother.
Thanks Mummy. =))
(Though u made me worsen my crying rampage. But it wasn't tears of guilt and sadness, it was because I was touched.)


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Saturday, April 17, 2010


第一次拥吻以前 我们找不到语言
但听见彼此灵魂 多渴望永远
贴心后嘴角的甜 摩擦后眼角的咸
一起懂爱和真爱 的差别

你送的杯子里面 还装着温热感觉
你给的每个纪念 都排在窗沿
相机是牵手两年 围巾是东京五天
界线是又哭又笑 的道歉

我不相信 你心中现在她最美
你不会 你不会 你不会
把我们 的爱踩碎
我不相信 你口中会讲出后悔
你不会 你不会 你不会
不心疼 我拒绝被看见的泪

当初被激烈反对 你安静却没妥协
对我更好来瓦解 别人的偏见
我生气时总几天 我倔强口不择言
是你 请把我当情绪沉淀

我不相信 你心中现在她最美
你不会 你不会 你不会
把我们 的爱踩碎
我不相信 你口中会讲出后悔
你不会 你不会 你不会
不心疼 我拒绝被看见的泪

我不相信 重来的幸福在脱轨
你不会 你不会 你不会
留残酷 让我面对
我不相信 一起的回忆都损毁
你不会 你不会 你不会
舍得我 留一滴想乞讨的泪


9:39 AM | back to top

Wednesday, April 14, 2010


Sometimes, I just wish to end my meaningless life.


8:43 PM | back to top

This is my life From 13 April to 10 May
Tuesday, April 13, 2010


This is my life From 13 April to 10 May
Bye bye Social.
I'm doom to the hellish, vicious cycle of non-stop work and study.

APRIL
13 - Work and Study
14 - Work and Study
15 - Work and Study
16 - Work and Study
17 - Finally day off!! To.... Study
18 - Outing with friend and then.... Study
19 - Work and Study
20 - Work and Study
21 - Work and Study
22 - Study
23 - Study
24 - Study
25 - Study
26 - Study
27 - Study
28 - Study
29 - Study
30 - Study

MAY
1 - Study
2 - Study
3 - Study
4 - Study
5 - Study
6 - Study
7 - Study
8- Study
9 - Study
10 - Study


6:25 AM | back to top

Friday, April 2, 2010


I need to get my tiny waist back.
I need to get my feather-lite weight back.

I need exercise.

FEI SI LE. AHHHHHH


2:05 AM | back to top

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