To: MUM
Thursday, September 2, 2010
To: MUM
I've been looking forward to my 21st birthday. So anxious to have a wonderful birthday. But guess who decides to fuck up my birthday?
YOU.
Out of the blue, with absolutely no valid reason You told me, she don't want to celebrate my birthday. That, u don't even want to have a simple dinner with me.
Who on earth wouldn't get angry and disappointed when your own mother told you, she doesn't even want to sit down and have dinner with you? To be honest, more hurt than angry.
Things gotten worse, as You will purposely, off the tv and lights when I'm at the living room watching tv. You treated me like a dirty stray animal. From your eyes, I can tell that you despises me. The sight of me is disgusting. Than why still look at me? I could have confronted you. But I still respect you as my mother, so I endured.
Today, when you yelled at me for no apparent reason right in front of my friend. This is the last straw. I've tolerated enough of your childish games and actions.
We argued. You yelling at the top of your lung, and me reasoning and crying. And when you realize you had nothing to say that actually make sense. You started threatens that you wanted a divorce with my dad and wish to disown me. The worst thing, you regretted giving birth to me and wants me out of YOUR house. You claims that you can legally kicks me out because this flat is not under my name. WRONG. I've all the right to stay in this house.
What a thing to say to your own child. You're an adult, you should know better than to behaves like this.
Reflect on your actions.
From: EELIN
7:56 AM | back to top
Friday, May 21, 2010
I cant believe in the heat of an argument, my father demanded that I've to return him the money that he spent on my tertiary education now and asked me to quit school to go get a job. He even added on saying, I wont be alive if it wasn't for him. Smacking the insult straight in the face.
5:52 AM | back to top
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Today I was rude to my mummy and when I apologized to her. This was what she replied to me..
"Haiyo, silly girl. It's ok, no need to apologize already. I can never be truly angry at my kids. I can be angry at Daddy but never at you and ur siblings because you're my children. You know I'll always forgive you."
I've been such a lousy daughter but blessed with a good mother. Thanks Mummy. =)) (Though u made me worsen my crying rampage. But it wasn't tears of guilt and sadness, it was because I was touched.)
11:38 AM | back to top
Saturday, April 17, 2010
第一次拥吻以前 我们找不到语言 但听见彼此灵魂 多渴望永远 贴心后嘴角的甜 摩擦后眼角的咸 一起懂爱和真爱 的差别
你送的杯子里面 还装着温热感觉 你给的每个纪念 都排在窗沿 相机是牵手两年 围巾是东京五天 界线是又哭又笑 的道歉
我不相信 你心中现在她最美 你不会 你不会 你不会 把我们 的爱踩碎 我不相信 你口中会讲出后悔 你不会 你不会 你不会 不心疼 我拒绝被看见的泪
当初被激烈反对 你安静却没妥协 对我更好来瓦解 别人的偏见 我生气时总几天 我倔强口不择言 是你 请把我当情绪沉淀
我不相信 你心中现在她最美 你不会 你不会 你不会 把我们 的爱踩碎 我不相信 你口中会讲出后悔 你不会 你不会 你不会 不心疼 我拒绝被看见的泪
我不相信 重来的幸福在脱轨 你不会 你不会 你不会 留残酷 让我面对 我不相信 一起的回忆都损毁 你不会 你不会 你不会 舍得我 留一滴想乞讨的泪
9:39 AM | back to top
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Sometimes, I just wish to end my meaningless life.
8:43 PM | back to top
This is my life From 13 April to 10 May
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
This is my life From 13 April to 10 May Bye bye Social. I'm doom to the hellish, vicious cycle of non-stop work and study.
APRIL 13 - Work and Study 14 - Work and Study 15 - Work and Study 16 - Work and Study 17 - Finally day off!! To.... Study 18 - Outing with friend and then.... Study 19 - Work and Study 20 - Work and Study 21 - Work and Study 22 - Study 23 - Study 24 - Study 25 - Study 26 - Study 27 - Study 28 - Study 29 - Study 30 - Study
MAY 1 - Study 2 - Study 3 - Study 4 - Study 5 - Study 6 - Study 7 - Study 8- Study 9 - Study 10 - Study
6:25 AM | back to top
Friday, April 2, 2010
I need to get my tiny waist back. I need to get my feather-lite weight back.
I need exercise.
FEI SI LE. AHHHHHH
2:05 AM | back to top
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To: MUM
Thursday, September 2, 2010
To: MUM
I've been looking forward to my 21st birthday. So anxious to have a wonderful birthday. But guess who decides to fuck up my birthday?
YOU.
Out of the blue, with absolutely no valid reason You told me, she don't want to celebrate my birthday. That, u don't even want to have a simple dinner with me.
Who on earth wouldn't get angry and disappointed when your own mother told you, she doesn't even want to sit down and have dinner with you? To be honest, more hurt than angry.
Things gotten worse, as You will purposely, off the tv and lights when I'm at the living room watching tv. You treated me like a dirty stray animal. From your eyes, I can tell that you despises me. The sight of me is disgusting. Than why still look at me? I could have confronted you. But I still respect you as my mother, so I endured.
Today, when you yelled at me for no apparent reason right in front of my friend. This is the last straw. I've tolerated enough of your childish games and actions.
We argued. You yelling at the top of your lung, and me reasoning and crying. And when you realize you had nothing to say that actually make sense. You started threatens that you wanted a divorce with my dad and wish to disown me. The worst thing, you regretted giving birth to me and wants me out of YOUR house. You claims that you can legally kicks me out because this flat is not under my name. WRONG. I've all the right to stay in this house.
What a thing to say to your own child. You're an adult, you should know better than to behaves like this.
Reflect on your actions.
From: EELIN
7:56 AM | back to top
Friday, May 21, 2010
I cant believe in the heat of an argument, my father demanded that I've to return him the money that he spent on my tertiary education now and asked me to quit school to go get a job. He even added on saying, I wont be alive if it wasn't for him. Smacking the insult straight in the face.
5:52 AM | back to top
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Today I was rude to my mummy and when I apologized to her. This was what she replied to me..
"Haiyo, silly girl. It's ok, no need to apologize already. I can never be truly angry at my kids. I can be angry at Daddy but never at you and ur siblings because you're my children. You know I'll always forgive you."
I've been such a lousy daughter but blessed with a good mother. Thanks Mummy. =)) (Though u made me worsen my crying rampage. But it wasn't tears of guilt and sadness, it was because I was touched.)
11:38 AM | back to top
Saturday, April 17, 2010
第一次拥吻以前 我们找不到语言 但听见彼此灵魂 多渴望永远 贴心后嘴角的甜 摩擦后眼角的咸 一起懂爱和真爱 的差别
你送的杯子里面 还装着温热感觉 你给的每个纪念 都排在窗沿 相机是牵手两年 围巾是东京五天 界线是又哭又笑 的道歉
我不相信 你心中现在她最美 你不会 你不会 你不会 把我们 的爱踩碎 我不相信 你口中会讲出后悔 你不会 你不会 你不会 不心疼 我拒绝被看见的泪
当初被激烈反对 你安静却没妥协 对我更好来瓦解 别人的偏见 我生气时总几天 我倔强口不择言 是你 请把我当情绪沉淀
我不相信 你心中现在她最美 你不会 你不会 你不会 把我们 的爱踩碎 我不相信 你口中会讲出后悔 你不会 你不会 你不会 不心疼 我拒绝被看见的泪
我不相信 重来的幸福在脱轨 你不会 你不会 你不会 留残酷 让我面对 我不相信 一起的回忆都损毁 你不会 你不会 你不会 舍得我 留一滴想乞讨的泪
9:39 AM | back to top
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Sometimes, I just wish to end my meaningless life.
8:43 PM | back to top
This is my life From 13 April to 10 May
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
This is my life From 13 April to 10 May Bye bye Social. I'm doom to the hellish, vicious cycle of non-stop work and study.
APRIL 13 - Work and Study 14 - Work and Study 15 - Work and Study 16 - Work and Study 17 - Finally day off!! To.... Study 18 - Outing with friend and then.... Study 19 - Work and Study 20 - Work and Study 21 - Work and Study 22 - Study 23 - Study 24 - Study 25 - Study 26 - Study 27 - Study 28 - Study 29 - Study 30 - Study
MAY 1 - Study 2 - Study 3 - Study 4 - Study 5 - Study 6 - Study 7 - Study 8- Study 9 - Study 10 - Study
6:25 AM | back to top
Friday, April 2, 2010
I need to get my tiny waist back. I need to get my feather-lite weight back.
I need exercise.
FEI SI LE. AHHHHHH
2:05 AM | back to top
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